congrats on your new relationSHIT
everything you had said to me, was nothing but LIES and BULLSHIT
but i know, somewhere deep inside of you; YOU STILL LOVE ME =P
i mean, come on, about a week ago; you called me ‘babe’ and fell asleep on the phone with me
lol but heyyy, everything you had said to me is everything youre saying to him now
so LOLOL, jokes on ya
its oh k that youre settling for less, cause im going to settle for BETTER

FUCK THIS!
starting tonight, i need to forget whats gone; and appreciate whats remain and look forward to whats coming
you might have ruined my past, screwed my present, but i wont let you touch my future

they say, “dont get jealous when you see your ex with somebody else, cause your mom taught you how to give your used toys to the less fortunate”

ive gotten lied to, played, ignored, used, avoided, cheated on, and hurt; all by one person; so come on, hit me with your best shot

“ua ntej koj yuav mus, tig los ntsia kuv; xav tsis txog hais tias, hnub no yog wb hnub kawg; txoj kev hlub yuav ploj li … npau suav; koj twb tsis ncotxog, wb txoj kev hlub yav tag los; ib ntsais muag, koj twb saib kuv tsis muaj nqis; VIM KOJ MUS NTSEEG LUAG, KOJ THIAJ MUAB WB TXOJ KEV … HLUB RHUAV; lub siab tsis xav tso koj mus tus kuv hlub; xav npaum li cas los koj yuav mus” </3

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ntxawm:

Hahahahahha. You mad bro? Stay mad. 

;)  

hes real mad, and shes real mad; oh well =P

im still waiting for karma to come around, to her =x

I hate how girls think all guys are assholes. Not all guys are assholes. In a matter of fact, guys cry too. When a guy cries for a girl, that means he truly loves her. When a guy cries for a girl, that means he truly cares for her. When a guy cries for a girl, that means he wants you all to himself. When a guy cries for a girl, you know he’s a keeper.

she wouldnt know, she slept through all those times i cried to her on the phone </3

see this place? its a park; its plain, dirty, and ugly

but when im with her, this plain, dirty, and ugly park becomes the most beautiful place in the world

this park is ‘our park’

but i guess, now ‘our park’ is no more … </3

and just like that, he stole your heart in a snap of a finger

yeps, youre just that easy to get lost in lust

i guess, its true; you cant change a leopards spot 

and out of all the ppls i couldve been wrong about,

i was wrong about you </3

you proved me wrong, every time i gave you another chance

thanks, THANKS A LOT! =’[

you have the power to destroy me, and you took advantage of that and destroyed me

lead me on, just to leave me hanging at the end without any real explanation

doesnt it hurt you one bit that youre hurting me this much?

does it make you that happy that im hurt?

why, oh why do you always prove me wrong at the end? 

i thought you changed; i thought you learned your lesson; i thought itll be no more foolish games; but at the end, it was just another foolish game

so i saw her on tuesday <3

and as we sat there, i looked her in the eyes and asked her, are you going to the dance on friday?

she replied and said, yes

and i said, oh k; be good =]

then her reply to that was, im going to go dance with all the guys there

right then and there, my heart broke; it shattered to billions of pieces; i didnt know what to do, or say; so i got mad …

then she got mad too …

and as i was driving her home, i was wondering … why is she mad when im mad about her reply? unless she didnt mean it, and i took it serious?

so i decided to apologize for being mad; took her hand, and held on to it while driving; and kissed it, and tried to cheer her up before arriving on her street

the look on her face, i couldnt forget it; she didnt kiss me when she left … she just grabbed her backpack, and hugged me then left …

i felt shitty for letting her go home that way =[

i couldnt focus on the way home, took me about 1 hour and 15 mins. to get home; even though, i only live like 15-20 mins. away from her; there were many times, i was going to pull over so i can get my head straight; to pull myself together

that night, i was wondering if she meant what she had said

so when she called, and i asked her; she say, she couldnt remember what she had said earlier; and i thought it was kinda weird, but i let it go

last night, i asked her; be good at the dance oh k? be good everyday <3

but she didnt answer me, so she probably fell asleep or just didnt want to answer me

so tonight was the dance, found out …

she went to the dance, and did exactly what she had said she was going to do

and now, my heart is shattered and broken to billions of pieces again </3

the tears are falling; the heart is aching; the mind is telling me, fuck this cause this is probably the first step of the cycle again for the fucking eighth times! =’[ </3

im probably overreacting, cause were not dating … but dont tell me, youre all mine, then go dance up on all these dudes … that shit is heartbreaking; that shit hurts; but then again, you wouldnt know …